The Path

I wandered outside tonight, feeling the inner need to connect to something bigger then the daily hum drum distractions of life.

I forget that the wonder and awe that wells up from the depths of my being is something I need to replenish by embracing the simplistic wonders all around me.

By embracing the invisible of the extraordinary etched delicately on the fringes of the universe.

Looking up, I began to wonder when the last time was that I had stopped long enough to bathe myself within the heavenly vision of the stars waltzing through the deep, blue twilight above.

It’s been a while.

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One step forward...

I have the ability to just get so lost within the framework of my own mind that I don’t realize how far from the path of my own life that I have strayed.

It’s not something I have do consciously, but more subconsciously. For so long I have allowed myself to be twisted and tumbled through this existence in a wave of behaviors that do not serve in bringing me closer to the person I choose to be.

These behaviors came about a long, long, long, long time ago.

They began as a way for me to protect myself.
A way for me to not allow anyone to harm me.
A way to keep myself safe from others.
A way or me to not be seen, not be heard…to not be noticed at all.

I learned to hide away from the world…and I lost my voice and I lost myself.

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SaveBucket

I have wanted to buy a laptop now for quite some time. Yet my resources to do so are at the time a bit tight. Most stores offer many of the same deals across the boards so I thought I would look to the internet to find a better deal.
A site I came across was SaveBucket. It's a site that allows you to basically save a whole lot of money on just about anything. It also allows you to price compare and search for items through particular categories.
The best part of the deal though, is if your on a specific budget range for a particular item, you can send them an e-mail with your budget range for the item. If the item you are seeking becomes available at that price they will offer it to you for the cost you are looking for.
They offer just about anything in the world a person is looking for;
Consumer Electronics, Home and Garden, Electronic Games, Clothing, Computer Hardware, Sports and Leisure, plus much more.

The Process of Becoming......

Everyday I sit on a bench surrounded by this great big trimmed hedge in my mothers garden, sipping my coffee and slowly introducing myself to the new day. I love to sit and feel the Sun’s gentle morning kiss upon my face as the sweet, milky flavor of the coffee rolls on my tongue. I take as much time as necessary allowing myself to fully absorb the beauty all around me as I search out every color of the rainbow in the garden….

The red that explodes on the petals of the impatients.
The orange tinge outlining the edges of the sunflowers.
The yellow of tall wild yarrow.
The green of the leaves that sway in the wind.
The blue of the bright morning sky.
The violet that peeks out of the lavender bushes that perfumes the air.

As of late, each new day presents another lost color, another wilted stem and the reality of winters fast approach, as mother nature begin preparing for her last dance of color in her magnificent display of the autumn season.

The bees that buzz around, fight over the last of the flowers that adorn that garden. Covered in pollen they covet this precious commodity, knowing full well this is the end of the supply till the next spring makes it’s grand entrance.

The Butterflies….they dance.

Flower to flower.
Tree to tree.
Leaf to leaf.

Wherever the next breeze guides them.

A vibrant display of the grand design of the universe, delicately painted upon their wings as they playfully, float and flutter in the wind. A carefree lesson of life is what I feel as I watch them waltzing through the air. Their fragile beauty, a potent source of strength for my inner spirit as I embrace the wonder and awe they present to me.

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Love............

This is how I feel lately............

Kiwi!